Missy elliot has scene hair Ö :

today i woke up at 7:03 in the morning
way early
i couldnt get back to sleep
so i set up a shrine kinda thing on my desk,
my bible, pictures of kelsea, and my electronics are now safe to stay somewhere.
every night before i slumber i have been reading Romans in the bible and praying and medatating to help relax these negative feelings i have
i watched Mtv for i think 9 hours and my brain is in a ton of pain, well more like 8 hours cause i took one hour off to work on my bike.
it was good to get my mind off all the negative ive been thinking the past few days and work on my bike.
tomorrow my new spanish bb should come into Love Hurts. so itll be fly. i went to konsis room at around 3 and he was awake, then we had breakfast, i had a bowl of cereals, lion cereals. it was real good, and a piece of bread with nutella and butter on it. very good.
and 6 spezis. amazingly good konsi went and walked Brandie then i went back down to my room and listened to all the music that reminds me of kelsea, it was very happy. then i was putting riding clothes on at around 5 and konsi came down in his boxers and said yo lets go to Großberg skatepark and shred, so i did go shred there it was fun i guess, for the most lame skatepark on the planet, i have a blast there i guess.

This is the park, that is Konsi

This is a 'style' fufanu performed by konsi

here is about to be an inverted smith stall, but konsi pushed the button too early

i havent shaved in the whole time ive been here

the session ended when konsi fell on his shoulder and we left and took scenic pictures on the way back
konsi

johnnie

a playground with a little girl and boy with a gun, 'at work, cause in germany kids have to work'

konsis brother sylvan is angered by our bikes being in the house, so we put them in the garage, and in the garage also is this thing which ive never seen before

its pretty huh?


we got home and i went on the computer to talk to the girlfriend.
i miss her so much.so far the only thing comforting me enough to allow my slumber, is reading the bible, and talking to her before i go to bed.
shes amazing. i am really in love with her and its incredible the things i would to for her.

after a little on the computer at aroun 9 me and konsi ordered dinner at porta'la pizza
it was great.
konsi got ready to go out, i took a dump then he left for mad beer and parties and getting sloshed tonight, and i stayed home to use the computer.
i make good decisions(:
so im here now drinking my 7th spezi of the day. still the most amazing beverage on the planet
im much happier than yesterday.
i got an email from my mom telling me how much she loves me and misses me and it made me happy the length shed go for my happiness.
i really love my mom to death, shes so amazing. i dont really deserve anything she provides me, but i get it and i wish i was more appreciative of what ihave.
i really love my mom alot shes the best.
im going to talk to my girlfriend on the internet now(:
i love you so much kelseaaaaaaaaa your the best

-johnnie