a whole dang year [25 Jan 2006|10:32pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Therefore I Am-i get Nervous In Cars ] me and kelsea met one year ago today, she kicked me, we hugged, and it started a process of us falling in love. which has been ever so delightful and rewarding. Kelsea's made me very very happy, and i want to tank her for such excellent times and fun we've had, and everyday i think of her and just think how excited i am just to know that somewhere is the girl i dream of every night and daydream about every day,thinking the same about me. I'm so thankful for having such an exceedingly great life. christmas and the holidays were made excellent, and wonderful, and each day goes by with a smile on my face. oh, and dont be an identity fraud, it's unrewarding. 1 comment|post comment

Yo! [12 Nov 2005|06:25pm] [ music | 25 Ta Life ] Kelsea is in florida and i miss her. im going to shrewsbury tonight with cory ruxpinhead. I had a blast at the superbowl with kelsea, shes the best bowling girl ive ever met. and im lucky cause when i lose my job when im older and have finances to pay, she could enter a bowling tournament, and cover al expenses on the house, and then buy me new shoes with her winnings. shes also the best girlfriend on the planet... and im mad immature cause i keep getting nito fights about what size shoes i wear with some girl at the skatepark. nah i love kelsea and i love everything else that makes me happy post comment

But I adore her. [10 Oct 2005|07:34pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | souls of mischief ] today i woke up and there it was, the most beautiful creature in all the land. kelsea. who had recently been turned into a dinosaur by a whale. she saw me and she fought and fought but we came to somewhat of a resolve and decided that fighting wasnt the answer and that cuddling was. but it was more than cuddling, cuddling involves no weapons. and when kelsea pulled out a glock nine, she said yo who got yo back, cause my gat got mine. she shot 7 rounds to my left leg, penetrating skin and making all the way through my limb out through the back. i had no energy left in my whole body due to blood loss. i layed there in pain for hours and she laughed at me while she contrasted the differences in my legs and the groans i was making from the pain the wounds left me in. naomi was also present during this expirience, and she had no will to stop this fight. finally i found home, and recharged and then i went on a trek to kelseas homeland. it was a wonderful place, she had a garage full of kettle corn and i looked at the box with anxiety. i needed to have one. i memorized the fingerprint on the keyway so i can get in late at night when the family slumbers. me and mom went to bjs and i got the truman show, mad vitaminwater. it was ill. had a turkey dinner talked to kelsea about a creep and told her my thoughts abot him. and life is wonderful. i adore this girl kelsea cardoza. i dont know how to tell her. someone help me to get her to notice me 3 comments|post comment

kelsea ( : [05 Oct 2005|01:18am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Therefore I Am ] i love my kelsea alot. she gives me butterflies and makes my stomach feel like a field of tall grass on a very windy day with butterflies flying all over it. she makes me superduper happy and im always smiling when i think about her and i am gonna learn to play the harmonica so i can play her songs and she will fall asleep. and shes the cutest girl on the planet and just the way she looks at me is enough to level me. she just knows how to and what makes me happy and its the best having her. i really like knowing her better than i know just about all my friends and just holding her against me makes me feel like nothing on the whole planet is going wrong. ive never known a girlfriend so well and ive never been so happy to know someone on earth so well. i love and am content with her and i wouldnt want to trade my relationship with her for the world. she makes me so happy and i feel so amazing to have her as mine. kelsea i love you 1 comment|post comment

i love my girlfriend [13 Sep 2005|02:18pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | thereforeiam ] yesterday i didnt have a ride to her house, so i rode my bicycle. it was a long and atrocious journey, but i made it. and i managed to do it in record time. like 15 minutes. no big deal i love her so much post comment

I Love My Shmoopsie Poo [05 Sep 2005|12:09am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | The Swift ] today i woke up, grabbed breakfast, hunted lions in the jungle between my house and the skatepark so i could see what them chillen did to it yesterday why we couldnt shred it. and it looks pretty well managed for the simple fact that hired for the job were wild baby apes and a zebra named Chloe. after that me and the konsmachine went to cvs in the wild roaring sea of deep abyss. in the abyss were many eels and one of them was a native and could speak broken english and he showed us around to CVS. and we got the konsmachine some oil for his rusty joints, and a gatorade. and we walked back through a deep muddy trench filled with mudworms that can eat brains. and they ate konstantins brain and we passed a little girl at a lemonade stand for 25 cents and i gave her money, and since konsmachine had no brains, he had no idea how to give money, so we passed, and didnt get a gatorade. then we got to our tree fort, and chilled there then went to the airport, had dinner with the konsmachine, and he ended up getting raviolis stuck in his spare parts compartment cause his brains got eaten by mudworms and then it was his time to get on the spaceship, and he ventured back to cloud nine. and we went home i changed went to youth group and had a blast, and everyone gave me hugs, and me and kevin talked about everything a whole bunch, and me and don talked about everything, and it was so dope fly fresh and ill. i had such an awesome time, then we went to my house to show kevin where it was and then we went to friendlys and i saw bobby lonergan annd it was ill seeing him again, and then we ate i had a large friend-Z with oreos in it and it was a treat. and then i talked to Don and kevin some more, and then went home, showered and i put leeches into my ear holes to get rid of my brain by sitting here on the computer or longer than 5 minutes. and i love my girlfriend kelsea, cause shes gorgeous and i love her and shes such an awesome girlfriend, best by a lot of lightyears. and she loves me back, and its really neat. i lvoe her, so im gonna lay in bed and rest my eyes and wait for such a girl to call me up on the phone.(: 1 comment|post comment

my girlfriend will beat yours up [02 Sep 2005|12:31am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | tortoise ] i rode worcestor today with craig jonathon and konsi it was super cool and it was fun jeff from woodward last year was there, he was only at camp for one night and then broke his ankle so he couldnt ride the rest of the week and left the second day. but he remembered me. and i def remembered him. and we exchanged numbers. and konsi flipped on concrete. mad word and i rode like a fool and i texted my girlfriend alot cause i love her so much and shes in bed waiting for me to call i lvoe her so muchhhhhhhh!!! post comment

kelsea is the best girlfriend ever(: [31 Aug 2005|11:11am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | ThereforeIAm ] so i went to germany for 2 weeks, and it wasnt amazing or anything like it was last year, and i was looking forward to riding woodward a ton. we left germany, went to philly and stayed in the Murphy's house. nicest house ive ever been in. then we shopped at King Of Prussia mall. then we went back to the murphys house, and slept and left the next morning for woodward. the ride to woodward is the second most exciting car ride ever. (number one is taken by the ride to see kelsea) we arrived at woodward and they said they aint had my paperwork, i got worried, then walked to the office and had the nice young lady print it out for me. then i was all set. and then i went to cabin 23A it was nice, we had a nice counselor named ryan, he won body of the year at camp woodward. haha and he was really nice the first week, me and konsi had john saxton as an instructor, and it was terrible, i didnt learn one thing from him at all. but i learned over to icepick bonks on my own. and inverts that when i did them my peg would hit my hip, or my shoulder. and it hurt. and not much else i learned in the first week. well controlled airs better and kickouts. they are neato. and i rode a ton with ben hittle, and got smoothies with him upwards of 6 times a day. it was neato. i miss him alot. he left on saturday :( i missed kelsea so much saturday i was riding resi alone, and daniel dhers showed up. if yall aint know who he is, just remember his name. and i was trying tailwhips, and i relearned how to kick them, and i did about 200 of them, and then finally grew up enough to put my right foot on the pedal. daniel watched the first tailwhips i ever landed. then i almost died from heat and exhaustion, and so i went and rode cloud nine mini for a bit with konsi and mat oliver, then we went for smoothies. it was a nice treat(: then i went back to my cabin and called the girl of my dreams and talked to her and told her about my tailwhips and stuff, and it was neato also. sunday, new campers came, jake seeley came, greg from canada came, zach sky came. and we all shreded mad times together. me and jake practiced tailwhips together and it was word. one night i was just riding the resi, and i hear a small man behind me say how do you like the frame, with a spanish accent, and i turned around and said i love it, to sergio layos. and we talked about it and how nice a frame it was, and he was really nice. then andy came and said it wastime to go to the cabin, we stayed for five minutes to watch sergio air and ride, then went to the cabin. it was great. i took my pegs off. to learn things on my pedals and axles. and its working wonderfully. i learned on spines over to toothpick on my fork. and pedal stalls, and i learned downside icebonks on my axle. its neato. then one day jake seeley was like johnnie come to the rock and learn downside whips over the hip, so i rode, and got it fourth try and i was super excited about that. and then i kept doing them a ton over it. and it got filmed a few times, and it was cool to see myself land a trick on video after trying them everyday for a year and a half. then not much else happened there. pat africa was bipolar and had a big mood change everynight, and i prayed about it just about everytime it happened. hes a really nice kid, when you are nice to him. now im home kelsea was waiting at my house for me, and hugging her was the best feeling ever i missed her so much i love her somuch too we just had a sleepover the other night, and it was amazing. we watched monstors inc and at 1:30 in the morning it started pouring, and we looked at each other and said, wanna go kiss in the rain? and we went outside at 1:30 and shared the most romantic cute amazing kiss ever. and it was the best feeling ever holding her in the pouring rain, and just being with her in a condition i wouldnt ever want to be in alone and i made me super happy. i love her so much post comment

yo its not fun missing your girlfriend. its fun being in looooove [04 Aug 2005|01:34am] [ mood | i have to use the bathroom ] [ music | some german rap on tv ] today i woke up at 3 after sleeping for a while with my eyes closed and thinking about kelsea alot. then i have had breakfast and eat mad stuff it was good. after breakfast at 4:30 in the afternoon, i layed in bed and listened to kelseamusic again and it made me happy. then off to the mall we went shopping we got some food, konsi got some gross pizza, and i got macdonalds cause im american and scared of things being in my food that ive never seen before after eating i looked at shoes, i instantly saw the new shoe of my life, and bought them without trying them on. they are more comfortable than any shoe ive ever worn in my life, and kelsea approves of them (: and they are beautiful. we left the mall after that and this kid we had seen everywhere all day, on both bus rides, in the mall, lurking at the bus stop, was an old friend of konsis and wants to be a new friend and konsi is nice and said they could chill and the kid was like ill be over at 9, whether your there or not, and so we hosted a hideout from this kid for like 4 hours in julians room we are party animals. after we knew the coast was clear, we had a romantic dinner konsi cut the bread, I got the orange juice, then i ate the most incredible piece of bread ever after we cleaned up our mess, i wore my shoes, watched bmx videos, and then we had a midnight bmx street session on konsis frontporch then we came inside and konsi walked his dog and i went to the computer and talked to my love(: shes amazing now konsis trying to get to sleep and im holding him up kelsea i love you -johnnie 1 comment|post comment

Missy elliot has scene hair Ö : [03 Aug 2005|12:03am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | The sound of my spezi bottle ] today i woke up at 7:03 in the morning way early i couldnt get back to sleep so i set up a shrine kinda thing on my desk, my bible, pictures of kelsea, and my electronics are now safe to stay somewhere. every night before i slumber i have been reading Romans in the bible and praying and medatating to help relax these negative feelings i have i watched Mtv for i think 9 hours and my brain is in a ton of pain, well more like 8 hours cause i took one hour off to work on my bike. it was good to get my mind off all the negative ive been thinking the past few days and work on my bike. tomorrow my new spanish bb should come into Love Hurts. so itll be fly. i went to konsis room at around 3 and he was awake, then we had breakfast, i had a bowl of cereals, lion cereals. it was real good, and a piece of bread with nutella and butter on it. very good. and 6 spezis. amazingly good konsi went and walked Brandie then i went back down to my room and listened to all the music that reminds me of kelsea, it was very happy. then i was putting riding clothes on at around 5 and konsi came down in his boxers and said yo lets go to Großberg skatepark and shred, so i did go shred there it was fun i guess, for the most lame skatepark on the planet, i have a blast there i guess. ( Some pictures ) we got home and i went on the computer to talk to the girlfriend. i miss her so much.so far the only thing comforting me enough to allow my slumber, is reading the bible, and talking to her before i go to bed. shes amazing. i am really in love with her and its incredible the things i would to for her. after a little on the computer at aroun 9 me and konsi ordered dinner at porta'la pizza it was great. konsi got ready to go out, i took a dump then he left for mad beer and parties and getting sloshed tonight, and i stayed home to use the computer. i make good decisions(: so im here now drinking my 7th spezi of the day. still the most amazing beverage on the planet im much happier than yesterday. i got an email from my mom telling me how much she loves me and misses me and it made me happy the length shed go for my happiness. i really love my mom to death, shes so amazing. i dont really deserve anything she provides me, but i get it and i wish i was more appreciative of what ihave. i really love my mom alot shes the best. im going to talk to my girlfriend on the internet now(: i love you so much kelseaaaaaaaaa your the best -johnnie post comment

my bike stinks, and missing my kelsea stinks even more [01 Aug 2005|11:14pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | konsi is singing ] i woke up at 3 again, had a piece of bread and went off riding. we went to love hurts for konsi to get some shoes, then we went to arena skatepark, where my bike decided to attract cancer and start hurting itself. i then after riding for ten minutes decided i was very mad at everything, and sad about missing kelsea. so i went to the gas station and bought a drink and an ice cream. it was good. nothing happened for a while kiwi and his girlfriend came and left. it got dark and i went to pee, there was a bush in front of mee and no one could see me, and they were throwing all their beer bottles over the fence next to the bush, one came flying my way and i heard konsi yelling johnnie JOHNNIE, so i had to scare him and pretend it hit me, so i laid on the ground, he ran over and went johnnie JOHNNIE and i laughed and he went johnnie i thought i killed you, what was i gonna tell your mom. it was the best thing that happened all day. then they all drank i had an orange juice and then we left and now im here i wish kelsea would go to her computer and talk to me): i love you som uch kelsea 1 comment|post comment

(:kelsea you make me jittery!!! [30 Jul 2005|11:56pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Grade ] im in germany its 11:57 here me and konsi are watching allistair whittons part in the macneil video. i am in a good mood finally. ive been waking up at 3 in the afternoon everyday so far. its neato. kelseas away message at the moment is making me feel so special and so loved. its amazing how awesome she is to me acceptxlife: your beautiful acceptxlife: i love you so much! Automatische Antwort von dino kissessss: hey idiots. I LOVE JOHNNIE HADDAD WITH ALL MY HEART im awesome today last night i went tanning, then called kelsea for a whopping 40 minutes/: i hope frau klein isnt bothered by that. i am so in love with this girl, its incredible i love you kelsea its killing me to be away from her, but a month will go by fast im sure of it. and i will buy her tons of things here she will be thrilled when i get back. im so in love with her today i did nothing just chilled and konsi painted his frame white its neato i want to ride a ton of dirt here, its so much fun not being scared of dirts. i miss my girlfriend alot tomorrow isnt going to be that nice out, so i think were to look for an indoor park to ride. or shop(: im drinking a ton of spezi here, spezi ist spitze i think that just means spezi is good its not good though, its amazing but no where near this kelsea i love her so much i mad want some port ala pizza i got this dish of like potatoe and cheese stuff last time, it was amazing i love you so much kelsea hope your safe post comment

I'm in germany [28 Jul 2005|12:35pm] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | block party ] its cool i miss my girlfriend shes mad cool and amazing. kelsea, im in love with you 1 comment|post comment

umm kelsea...i love you [12 Jul 2005|10:28am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | With Honor ] i went to camp berea all last week me, jvdan sullivan, and shawn it was fly. we played tetherball to get some undealt issues out of our heads. it was fly also me and dan are pretty much the exact same person when it comes to girls. and it made for many long talks until like 4 in the morning, every night. i love my girlfriend more than anything, she makes me way happy. (im calling her right now:):):):) i made her things in arts and crafts almost every day, but i only gave her the things worthy of her beauty. im in love with her, its incredible i love her so much kelsea<33333 today im going to NYC for a week to witness to unsaved heads in the city. im so amped, this will probably be the very best week of the summer. i love being in a god high and reading the bible. i cant wait. kelsea said she would go to church with me, and it meant so much hearing that. i really do love her. i should get going now kelsea, dont you dare forget that io love you, and that i am thinking about you, whenever i pop into your head, your in mine. i love you 1 comment|post comment

ahhh kelsea you are amazing [30 Jun 2005|01:59pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | kelseas voice running through my head ] i love my life alot. everything is just so great -it is summertime. -me and kelsea are in love. -going to NH tonight, with dan naomi and my family, and shawns coming up tomorrow(: im going to cry i think alot because i will be overwhelmed with missing kelsea. ill get through it though. i love her so much ive seen her everyday for like the past 3 weeks. its incredible how happy she makes me i love her so much. im really happy that shes enjoying her summer so far, and that i can contribute to her happiness. shes the best, and ive never been happier to be in a relationship with a girl. it is really amazing im so happy i should get back to work now. kelsea, remember that no matter how many girls might be at camp, or places that i am at, you are the only girl i will even hug, or get near. i love you. and you are the only girl that i love, and the only one i will be thinking about and missing while im gone. i love you so much(: 1 comment|post comment

Kelsea, your the best :) [12 Jun 2005|12:22am] [ mood | Yeah, I'm in love. ] [ music | The Beach Boys ] friday: kelsea came over at 6:11, and we went inside after greeting my family, and went to my room and I opened the gifts she got me. mad star wars stuff. it was incredible. i love her so much. she knows what i like, and thats just amazing. then after we opened my gifts we layed down to cuddle, and we cuddled for a little bit, then we went for a walk to the burrell school, and on the way we stopped at the bleachery "pond" and fed the geese. they were scary, and i fed them mad close, and kelsea held my hand when i shreiked from the goose quacking mad close to my feeding hand. like for real i think that i could not enjoy feeding ducks due to the fact that i am 16, and no longer in third grade and fascinated by throwing bread at an animal for it to eat, but when kelsea was with me, it was actually quite exasperating. and i had a blast wtih her just being near her was enough to make me exited. i threw my last bread at the goose, and then ran and grabbed a stick, and kelsea was mad fly about everything and is not afraid of anything so she walked and the goose was trailing her like no ones business. i grabbed a big stick for kelsea to help her walk, we proceeded to walk towards the burrell school and kelsea tried to use her walking stick as a javelin, and ended up throwing it deep into the wilderness, and it was far to deep for me or anyone to venture into to retrieve. so we kept on trecking down morse street we conversed of her admirer Roger, and the more i hear of him, the more i want to meet him. he seems like a psycho to me. even though he has his eye on the only girl worth having eyes on. he will one day understand that he has no chance, and that really stinks. and as eevryone knows, i do not share. kelsea is my pizza that i purchased myself. our arrival at Burrell school was a pleasant one, there were many people there for their childrens baseball games and so me and kelsea took pictures with many scenic backgrounds. and she had a stick that she would constantly ram into my behind and make cute noises with, i stole it from her, but she got it back. im too easy. we went on the swings after most people had left, and we (I) found 2 toy longneck dinosaurs, and we both held one and they kissed each other, and she kissed me, and we took pictures of it, and they are incredibly cute. she named the one we kept, Fred. then my sister catherine decided she was bored, and needed kelsea there to make her satisfied again, so we trecked back to my house, with many stops made in the middle of the path to explore each others lips with passionate connection in every single one. we got back to my house at around 9 and i prepared a large appetizing meal of macaroni noodles and a cheeze sauce that i conviniently made before and i mixed it in and made macaroni noodles and cheeze sauce for my boo, which she DEVOURED. and i ate some macaroni in cheeze sauce as well. it was deliscious. then me and kelsea went to my room and layed in my bed, and went to sleep at around 9:45. the sleep was great, holding her is amazing. I woke up after being violently torn from my covering, which was hogged by kelsea, and i watched her sleep for a few moments. and i then realized how much this girl means to me. i cannot get over how much i am in love with her. she makes me have such a genuine happiness, that shen doesnt have to do anything, just having her makes me smile a real smile. i went back to sleep after that and had dreams about her. i love her we woke up at around 8:30 together then we got dressed and went uptown for the parade. i got dropped off at skatepark island and the alligators in the moat said i could leave until the parade was over, so i went back to base and cashed my check with boo. i love her. we went to the canteen for a little while and refreshed ourselves with appetizing beverages. the parade went by in a flash, then we went to the local convinience center in this small culture. then me and boo went back to skatepark island, and i ventured all around the entire island very fast on my two wheeled adventure cycle. i decided that around 3, my time was up, and i would have to leave skatepark island and go to better things that are not so exhausting. skatepark island's gates had to be closed. and i had to do that job. i went back home and me and kelsea went swimming in the lake of beauty. and we had a great time and i drove her around the water in my hovercraft. i ate many a freezepop. and she did too. and we went inside to take a shower in our bathing suits, and it was cute. and we shared the very most amazing kiss ever. we dried off, and layed in the tent and held each other while the wild animals were lurking around us and we needed to keep cover and hiding in out camoflauge tent. after many cuddling we went to the center of our village, and then met up with a one Bubba, and we got in the caravan and went to a distant village and saved a naomi from being locked into her dungeon. and we went back to our village and watched a war in the sky in complete awe. then kelsea met laurence, another young adventurer in our mission to save the planet. and then kelsea, had to go back to HER village and cindi took her there with me and family in the car. and it was devastating saying goodbye to my love. we shared some pretty intensely amazing time wtih each other on our voyage. and it ended there. im in love for real sincerely johnnie 2 comments|post comment

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNNIE!!!<333333 [08 Jun 2005|10:29pm] [ mood | awesome ] [ music | evergreen terrace ] Today was awesome school was easy i made spacers for my fork and they look cool i think, then did nothing, ed tried giving me drug parafanalia for my birthday, but i said i could wait for a better present. haha it was funny after school i got on the bus and sweat my (*$#&)s off. it was so darn hot, and i tried sleeping. didnt work. then kelsea called and said she could get over here before 4 oclock and i got mad excited and she came over while i was in the shower, i love her so much! we dried my hair off, then layed and cuddled and i wore my new shorts that i got at the mall with kim on monday. me and her had a blast together. then we went to Outback Steakhouse for dinner, and i ordered a victorian filet and kelsea got a ceaser salad. it was great having her with my family. they all like her alot which is good. because i all really love her alot. shes amazing. today was the best birthday ever. because it was shared with the best people i know. after dinner me and kelsea cuddled for a little bit and johnrepetto, jim creighton, Naomi, Dan Sullivan and C came over and gave me presents. and i gave them freezepops. freezepops are my love on the side, when kelsea, is not around, they are what makes me happy. even when just the thought of her makes me happier than any amount of freezepops ever could. i love that girl with all my heart. my mom invited her to sleep over on friday night so she can come to the parade with me the next morning. and i was so excited about that because that was kinda our plan the whole time, and i didnt even have to ask. how amazing my mother is, i also love her so much too. My mom, kelsea, johnrepetto, grandpa, june, jim naomi dan and c made my birthday way better than any birthday ive ever had, thanks so much guys. you all mean the world to me. kelsea, thanks for coming and sharing such an awesome day with me, i love you. <3 1 comment|post comment

Oh, whats good? [06 Jun 2005|03:32pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the sounds of freezepops ] friday: did absolutely nothing all day and worked the skatepark and put my bike together saturday: finished the bike, went and rode it at the skatepark, it flows mad nice. It's so cute. not nearly as cute as me and My boo. She came over with kim later, and kim went to work, so me and kelsea ate mad freeze pops, and cuddled and held hands and i fed her dinner, and she smiled, and it made me feel really good. i love her. We are so cute. after about one million hours of amazing cuddling and having awesome time with each other, Kim came back from work and ate applebees here and then went on my computer and me and kelsea fell asleep with each other on the couch. and kim left me with this way cute message on my computerit made me smile and then i went to bed and dreamed i could do tailwhips, then i woke up and i realized it was a dream, and i cried mad long sunday: church, maaaad fresh as always, then i went to johnrepettos graduation party, it was sooo hot there. i almost died, then i went to the skatepark and rode my bike. and kim came and we went to youth group and john got his face painted and he looked mad like a freak. funniest thing ever. kim drove me home an i went to bed and talked to kelsea on the phone mad long. i love that girl so much today: school, then i think kim's gonna take me to the mall, so i can buy things for kelsea, and some shorts. i need to learn to be generous. and im eating mad freezepops. i'm gonna buy things for kelsea. i have to. i think i havent got her one thing yet, and thats making me sad cause she always offers to bring me stuff to the skatepark and gives me money when i want it, and i feel like such a prick and i hate it. i need to give back. i love that girl so much eating mad freezepops post comment

Kelsea? Yeah I Love her! [03 Jun 2005|11:41am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | some rap that the dark kid over my shoulder is listening to ] Yesterday kelsea and mandi and kim came to the skatepark and we all had a great fun time together. my new frame came in yesterday also, its green, kelsea likes it, so i can like it. its light, and cute, and it came with stickers, and my cat likes the box it came in. I started to put it together last night, and got the front end done, and realized i dont like my bars anymore. so im going to order new ones soon. the gold doesnt mix well with green, so that cannot be had. I had a blast with kelsea, we layed in the grasss together and took mad cute pictures and we made little asian people jealous, i love her so much. i rode bikes for a while when she was there and it was pretttty fun i would say. I Love Kelsea SOOOOOO MUCH!! Today after school i think im just going to put my bike together as much as i can, then if it is done before 6, go to the skatepark, and make people jealous of my new bike. And naturally the whole day from the second i woke up, and allllll day long i will be thinking about her. Shes going to a show tonight with sam, i hope they have an awesome time and she gets a shirt that will be nice to wear. it will for sure be nice on her i can guarantee it, shes beautiful no matter what. i love her so muchhhhhh Tomorrow, Me and BOOoOoOoOoO are supposed to be hanging out, i cannot wait. it will be so great, as it always is. i love you kelseaaaaaa 1 comment|post comment

I only know bad words in german :( [02 Jun 2005|11:47am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Champion ] I was thinking today, that i would like to learn some german for when i go there, and ill naturally pick some up while im there again, but i was thinking about what i already do know and all i could think of was the bad words in german. but in germany bad words are like saying crap or stupid here. so they arent that bad. i have a problem with sharing, and yesterday i got paid and took the skatepark to the mobile and bought a drink for joe gumaer. and me and him talked and i came to the realization, that i am greedy, like when i buy a pizza, it is MY pizza, and no one elseas pizza. and if there were only very certain people there, such as kelsea, john, naomi, Joe Drew, or mat toledo, for obvious reasons, i would share with them, but probably no one else. that has to change staring yesterday, all my money goes to the ones i love, whenever they want it, or if i want to buy them a gift, they get a gift instead of me being selfish and stupid. even though kelsea doesnt want me to buy her things, i think it would be nice that because i am not cheap, i will buy her the things that she will not buy herself. and i think alot of my money this summer will be going to gifts for her, naomi,, john, and joe drew, and of course my mother and family. i really want to change in a big way like not being greedy, and im very shallow too, which is not the attitude i want to achieve in my lifetime. i need to pray about that alot. Kelsea, is getting her hair done today, and i cannot wait to see it. im totally sure it will be amazing because its kelsea, and she is totally amazing. I hope mandi and her will come up today when im at the skatepark i really want to see my girl(s) today. i really want to see kelsea soon, i miss her alot. and me her and mandi havent hung out in a while. just the three of us. i think sometime soon i will ask mandi if she wants to come up some day, just to chill out with me, and if she wants to bring kelsea. it would be amazing if kelsea came. i "lalala" LOVE that girl with all my heart. i want so much for her, naomi, john, and dan to come to camp berea this summer for a week with me. it would be an amazing time to unite with my friends, my family. It will be a great time for me to see my best friends before i leave for many journeys ahead of me. i actually am very very excited for summer. just im going to miss kelsea, and cry when i call her at my time in germany and it will be 3 in the morning here, and she will be far too tired to answer. i will leave very long messages to comfort her in the morning, when she WAKES UP! i am in love. ask Joe Drew. i love you Kelsea have a very nice day 2 comments|post comment

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